Imagine

A lot has been on my mind lately.
It feels like I am spinning.
It is constant and chaotic.

There's still a long road ahead of us,
whatever the situation.
The complications of adoption
has become completely overwhelming.

Struggling, fighting, wishing, wanting; exhausting.

My spirit considers joy.
It seeks it.
It craves it.

Instead, I gather an all too familiar restlessness that haunts me. A restlessness and anxiety that I have witnessed time and time and time again.

Imagine what it will be like
to put an end to this chapter.

- Heather

Not a day

Not
a 
Single
day
goes
by
where
I 
do 
not
think
about
the
beautiful
bliss
of
becoming
a 
mother. 

- Heather