Regulate

It is with skewed optimism I write to you.
It is a delicate balance to portray happiness and sadness within the same exact moment.
It is a constant state of mind.

It will all be worth it in the end; agreed.
When is the end?

I am so unbelievably gracious and inpatient at the same time.


I am brave, I feel this.
I am persistent, I feel this.

I am also tired, and worried, and let down.

The sadness and happiness always correlate, just trying to regulate.


- Heather