It continues to feel surreal that this might actually be happening.
At times, I try to not feel frustrated. I try to feel blessed with this opportunity to adopt.
It's easy for the mind to create fear, doubt, and uneasiness.
It's easy for the mind to say, this would be easier if you were just able to get pregnant.
It doesn't seem like that is my calling, at least not for now. Nothing amazing has ever happened just by chance; it always takes work and determination.
Have you ever had the feeling like you were meant to do something more? Do something different than most people? Experience something so incredible and profound like a complete stranger picking you to parent their child?
I'm excitedly ready to wrap my head around this idea.
I wish I could show this visibly.
Pregnant women get pregnant. Everyone knows.
Adoptive mom's get... ?. I am not saying this is bad that the whole world won't know. However, there seems to be something magical that goes along with being pregnant that I cannot even grasp.
This however, is not about that.
This is a blog of hope and inspiration.
hopefully, Heather
Isaiah 40:31
ReplyDeleteYet those who wait for the LORD Will gain new strength; They will mount up with wings like eagles, They will run and not get tired, They will walk and not become weary.
Ephesians 4:1-2
I, therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, entreat you to walk in a manner worthy of the calling with which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, showing forbearance to one another in love.