Thursday, August 1, 2013

Overwhelmed

I'm excited but overwhelmed already.
I'm overwhelmed at the the notion that we will have to compete with other wonderful couples for the chance to have something that comes so naturally most.

I'm optimistically terrified.

What if...
What if...
What if...

Although the hope of adoption has lifted an invisible shroud that I've been carrying, it's replaced it with something different.

How long will we wait?
Will will be chosen?
How can we prove that we are ready?

The list is spinning endlessly, 
but at least the list is hopeful.

- Heather

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